hm. recently nv update here. haha. basically whenever i feel some form of inspiration i feel like crapping in here. buden when i get here most of the time it disappears. and at times its quite sad cuz some of the lessons i learn in life are very very useful at times. however most of it does not get recorded and wasted. well. thats it.
my cca is quite screwed up. i got picked today for the 15 to go for the match. it was freaking cancelled can. stupid weather. twice liao. hope dey dun draw the match and effectively kick us outta the competition. we need to play matches to qualify. 3 draws from 3 rainy days dun sound very nice. sumore i tod today was training at kallang can. den when i walked outta class at 5 i saw to my horror dey were training. hope we are excused. tmr got another match vs VS. i hope i get to be in the team. got a freaking grudge against them cuz in sec2 we played like crap and got kicked out kinda thing. so i hope that i get to play so can whoop their ass proper. yeap. hope all the matches get to be replayed. so there is a fair chance for us to get into the semis at least. getting kicked out without playing a game? at least i hope that the match tmr will not be cancelled. thats the most i can do right now.
my sister says that gambling is a vice and that we should not gamble. which i realized the full meaning of it today. it got kinda boring at the end. even though winning some money gave it some kick. but losing money aint fun at all. i feel that in gambling, one has to be sad in order for another to be happy. so as such its not fair in a way. cuz as the ideology goes. why cant everybody be happy? gambling is a bad example. hmm. hope this makes sense. seem to be living my life in a daze sometimes. but yet at times my direction seems to be so clear. where i am aiming for. what i plan to do. but things change as the day goes past. i become less focused. play a fool a class and stuff. not being helped at all by the people around me i guess. but the only person i can really blame is myself. i need to concertrate on the things i should be concertrating on. thats how i feel. how i am going to get down to do it is another matter. at least i know wut is the problem. myself. ( nothing to do with chicks. heh=) )
'there are some things in life that u nv knew u had or possessed. or perhaps u couldnt be bothered to acknowledge its existence in the first place. til its gone'
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